I think I have the right to dream about whatever I want. However, the reality sometimes brings me down from the heaven.

Someone tells me that the more I dream, the more I suffer. I'm not sure whether it is true or not, but it seems so reasonable. I have to admit it. Too many dreams may lead to kind of despair.

Oh, Bloody Dreams!!

......

 

Anyway, still hope for the best.

 

Unfornunatly I have begun doubting whether it is really what I want

Seems that kind of improvements have taken place

While sometimes I cannot help feeling disappointed and hopeless

Continue or not?

Totally a big mess in my mind..

 

Is it worth? I have no idea, no idea.