everyone knows it. it freaks me out.

for such a long time i had flattered myself that this "secret" only belonged to me and some intimate friends.

how stupid, how childish, i was, and i am.

it turns out that i have been acting as an idiot in front of everyone, which i had no idea about completely.

it can be a shame. it is.

 

i know guys will not laugh at me. they are my friends, and they will accept all of me.

but still, i feel awful, unsafe, and hopeless.

 

i really have no idea about what to do with that ISSUE.

to be or not to be, it is a question.

i have my own world, and someone has his.

is there anything the two worlds share?

 

things have turned out for Zoe. happy for her, and JOURNEY.

all those tough days have gone. hope they happy ever after.

 

save me from myself.

it is a song that Zoe brings to me.

 

but who can?

 

 

 

 

over 10 days, at home, happy^@^

eating, sleeping, TV, shopping...

and there are always different kinds of food waiting for me~~

I have a great MUM~~ 

lol~~

 

 

 

someone is staying in BJ

preparing for the volunteer work for the olympics

she is happy

 

someone has gone to northern europe

enjoying food there, and the fabulous scenery

he is happy

 

someone has just left CQ for Indonesia

someone has  come back from Austrilia

 

they are all happy

 

ARE YOU HAPPY?

i've never realized that i love CQ so much~

being re-organized~~

 

those annoying stuff, and people      GO TO HELL!!!

 

this is another world, my EDEN, with my loved ones.